A Journey to Russia – Memories of Conversations – The Gulag and Human Rights

After our meeting at FHM on Thursday, we went to the Museum of the History of the Gulag. For us this was a preparation for our visit on Friday to the Memorial Human Rights Centre.

The Gulag Museum was relocated and reopened last year and it is a sobering experience to walk through the exhibits and, in my case, to listen to the audio descriptions of the various areas. I read a BBC News report about the reopening of the Museum which pointed out that recent Government policy has been to play down Stalin’s record of terror and instead speak more about his role in defeating Nazi Germany in the Great Patriotic War. This is not to say the terror did not happen, just that the blame was not all at Stalin’s door. This seems to me to be a sensitive subject and I was not ready on this visit to raise it with anyone.

On Friday morning we went to visit representatives of the Memorial Human Rights Centre. With regard to the Gulag Museum, Memorial told us that they had provided the bulk of the archive material and exhibits but I got the impression that that was the extent of the contact.

I had heard of Memorial’s historical work when I learnt about Perm-36, a museum created on the site of a forced labour camp outside Perm, a city I have visited three times. As I understand it, and I could be mistaken, Perm-36 used to be a Memorial project and we learnt that now it is administered by local government. Again, I felt unable to pursue this further on this occasion but I am going to make some enquiries. I think, and again I could be wrong, that one difficulty is that Perm-36 housed nationalist prisoners from former Soviet states and the recent upheavals in these states make this faxt an uncomfortable one. In holding up Perm-36 as an example of Soviet repression it might be thought that the aforementioned nationalist prisoners were seen with sympathy as they had been imprisoned there.

Memorial is a human rights organisation, an historical museum and archive, and an educational forum. They work within the states of the former Soviet Union and, as laid out in their Annual Report 2013-14, their human rights work covers; identifying and documenting human rights abuses, distributing information about human rights abuses, providing legal aid to victims, representing victims in domestic and international courts, writing reports and analysis and presenting these at meetings in Russia and abroad.

The historical archive and the educational programmes serve to keep alive the memories of the victims of the Gulag and to show younger generations that the time of terror is part of the history of Russia. Remembering helps to ensure that it cannot happen again. Young people visit Memorial and engage in educational programmes and study exhibitions like “Art and Everyday Life in the Gulag”.

During our visit we were shown precious archive material which had been lovingly preserved by families of those in the camps, such as a note written on a flimsy cigarette paper and thrown from a train window in the hope that it reached the recipient. It did!

In contrast to this single testimony we were told of the largest collection of letters in the archive; thousands of letters, delivered to the Memorial office in three trunks, written by Lev and Svetlana Mishchenko during their fourteen years separation, first by his being in the army during the Great Patriotic War and then by his time in the Gulag. Lev sent the letters Svetlana wrote to him back to her so that a detailed record could be kept. British historian, Orlando Figes has chronicled their story in ‘Just Send Me Word’.

Memorial has been under threat for the past few years as it was considered to be a ‘foreign agent’ as it receives money from overseas for its work. A list of supporters includes the Embassies of Great Britain, France and the Netherlands as well as Amnesty International. One of our group spotted a donor he’d heard of and it gave him pause for thought but I think I’ll check out the donor groups which are unfamiliar to me, just for interest.

I believe that Memorial does great work and the staff we met are certainly committed. As we were leaving we saw boxes of candles and were told that on the following Saturday there would be a vigil in Moscow where the victims of the Gulag would be remembered with the lighting of candles and the reading out of names.

A fitting memorial.

A Journey to Russia – Memories of Conversations -Meeting Quakers in Moscow

 

I’m letting myself off the hook by calling these pieces ‘Memories of Conversations’. This is by no means an exhaustive report of the many conversations we had but is simply a record of what I remember and what made the deepest impression on me.

During our three full days in Moscow we spent time at Friends’ House Moscow and attended a Meeting for Worship. A staff member at FHM gave us an overview
of the work they are engaged in and the challenges this presents. Here is a quotation from the most recent annual report:

“Friends House Moscow is a small non-governmental nonprofit organisation that funds projects for peace and civil society in the former Soviet Union. FHM supports projects which work in such areas as human rights, education, restorative justice and non-violent communication. Each project also furthers social goals such as grass-roots collaboration, equality and non-violence.
The work of Friends House Moscow reflects the deepest values of the Society of Friends (Quakers).”

FHM also engages in translating Quaker texts into Russian. We were shown examples of the most recent publications.

On Saturday afternoon we attended Meeting for Worship and met some of the local Quakers. After Meeting we had opportunity for tea, cake, informal discussion and sharing of experiences. All four of us found this encounter enjoyable and informative. I’ve found the Russians I’ve met on my visits to the country to be very forthright and disinclined to engage in small talk and this can lead to lively debate. One point I remember which was repeated by other people we met was that as Russia had suffered so much in what we call World War Two and Russians call The Great Patriotic War, they are determined that they should never experience war again.

As a Quaker I was so happy to meet up with Moscow Friends. I have been asked to serve on the Board of FHM and have accepted. I look forward to further contact with these warm hearted and hospitable people.

A Journey to Russia – Overview

 

A week ago in the early morning of Saturday, 29 October, I said goodbye to my three travelling companions in a chilly Moscow railway station. We had spent ten days in Moscow and Saint Petersburg, meeting and talking to Russians about life in Russia and the current tensions between Russia and the West. We are part of the group Voices for Creative Nonviolence. My three companions, Brian, Erica and David, are from the U.S. where VCNV was formed during the 90s. A UK branch was formed in 2012 when a group of us travelled to Afghanistan to visit the Afghan Peace volunteers. Thee have been several delegations since then, both from the U.S. and Britain.
This small VCNV visit to Russia is a recent development and I feel proud to have been part of it. So, what did we do and, more importantly, what did I learn? I can’t speak for the others and I look forward very much to reading their reflections but I thought that for myself I’d like to put down a few impressions of our visit and then write more pieces focusing on specific aspects.
This was my fourth visit to Russia and I have written elsewhere in this journal about previous visits. This was the first time, however, that I had spent more than a few hours in Moscow and the first time I’d visited Saint Petersburg.
We stayed in hostels in both cities. They were warm and welcoming places to stay. In Moscow we were joined by a guide and interpreter, Salla, who was an invaluable companion. In Saint Petersburg Volodya, a native of the city, acted as guide and interpreter. His love for his city inspired us as we walked the streets once walked by Pushkin, Dostoevsky and many other writers and artists.
During our ten days we met Quakers in Moscow, representatives of Memorial, a human rights group in the same city, and, in Saint Petersburg, we met groups working with vulnerable people in the city, language students and friends of Volodya and his wife who invited us int their homes.
We visited various museums in both cities connected to the recent history of the former USSR as well as the world famous Hermitage. We also visited several churches in both cities which were either places of worship or museums. A particular highlight for me was the boat trip we took on the Neva and the canals of Saint Petersburg.
Since returning I have been reflecting on this visit against the background of anti Russian sentiment presented in the media. I keep revisiting in my mind the people we met and the things they said. My next entry will focus on this.

A Journey From Roman Catholicism To Quakerism

The first Quakers I met lived in a small mining village in Yorkshire in the north of England. They were a family who were enthusiastic about different churches working together. At that time, the mid 1970s, I lived in a small religious community and worked as a teacher in a local Catholic school. I remember being attracted to Quaker faith and practice at the time but felt that to leave Catholicism and my religious order was too great a leap.

I was brought up as a Catholic in my home city of Bradford, also in Yorkshire. At the age of nineteen, in 1966, I joined a Catholic religious order called the Sisters of Christ. The sisters ran schools in England and I became a teacher.

It was a very exciting time to be a Catholic and a nun. In the 1960s there was a Council of the Church, the Second Vatican Council, which revitalised many aspects of Catholic life, from liturgical change to deeper relations with other Christians and other faiths. Catholics in many countries became actively involved in issues of justice and peace. This appealed to me too and I was able to work with others on issues such as nuclear disarmament and inequality in society.

In 1993, after several happy years working as a school chaplain, again in Yorkshire, I became ill. In 1994 I moved to a community of our sisters in London and began working with homeless people. It was at this time that I heard about the Catholic Worker Movement.

Dorothy Day, whom Pope Francis has quoted many times in his recent visit to the USA, co founded the CW in 1933 in New York. Catholic Workers run Houses of Hospitality for vulnerable people and actively work for peace, sometimes using nonviolent direct action to highlight the injustice of the military industrial complex. Most CW communities are in the USA but there are CWs in Britain, Holland, Germany, New Zealand and Australia. With the support of my religious order I was able to spend two years living and working with CW communities in Los Angeles, Washington D.C and New York. During this time I learnt a great deal about Dorothy Day and the CW Movement. I also met other peace activists, especially those acting from Christian conviction. In 2001 I was arrested for the first time outside the White House on Holy Saturday.

On my return to England I joined the CW community in Oxford. This was again with the support of the Sisters of Christ and I shall always be grateful for their encouragement. However, it became apparent to me and to my superiors that this work of hospitality and resistance to war was where God wanted me to be. After three years of discernment it was decided that I should leave the Sisters in order to carry on this work. The Sisters loved the work of hospitality but were uneasy about the direct action, especially as I have been arrested several times since 2004 when I came to Oxford. I officially left the Sisters of Christ in 2009, with sadness but with the blessing of my superiors. I still keep in contact with the sisters.

As soon as I came to Oxford in 2004 I met Quakers. Oxford has a large active Meeting and many of the people I met on demonstrations against war and nuclear weapons were Quakers. I began to deepen my knowledge of the Society of Friends by attending Meeting for Worship and reading Quaker literature. I realised that the non hierarchical nature of the Society, the mystery in the silence at Meeting and the Testimonies answered a great longing in me for a simpler way of following Jesus and putting his Gospel teaching into practice. For a few years there was certainly a tension in me for I was, after all, part of the Catholic Worker Movement. Again I set out on a journey of discernment with the help of two guides, a Catholic and a Quaker. I also did a silent retreat. For a while I attended both Mass and Meeting for Worship on Sunday but found this cumbersome and confusing. I decided to focus on Meeting for Worship and see where God would lead.

In 2012 I went to Afghanistan on a peace delegation with three other women from Voices for Creative Nonviolence UK. I had already been attending Meeting for two years and was deeply moved by the support I received from Oxford Quakers as I prepared for this visit. I decided on my return to apply for membership and have now been a member for over two years.

Until June of this year I continued to work at the Catholic Worker house of hospitality for refugees in Oxford. Becoming a Quaker has made no difference to my commitment to hospitality and resistance, indeed it has strengthened it. For practical reasons the house had to close in June so at the time of writing this I am disowning the best way to go forward in the remaining years of my life as a Quaker and a peace activist.

Last year I visited Perm in Russia as part of the exchanges between Oxford and Perm who are twin cities. On my return I attended a conference at Woodbrooke, the Quaker Study Centre in Britain, about Quakers in Russia where I met Natasha and Sergei from Friends’ House Moscow. In September I met Natasha again in Moscow, on my way back from a second visit to Perm. This contact with Russian Quakers and other Friends worlwide who are similarly connected to FHM has added a new and most welcome aspect to my life as a Quaker.

As an elder I am involved in the life of the Meeting and am also part of the Oxford Friends Action on Poverty, as well as being a member of our group working to commemorate the beginning of conscientious objection in 1916. To close the circle, the mother in the Quaker family I met forty years ago was the daughter of a noted British CO of the First World War, Corder Catchpool.

Russian Soul -Rubber Soul – And Much, Much More!

On Saturday I took a trip across the Pennines to Liverpool to hear Karavai, the balalaika quartet from Perm, Russia, play Beatles tunes. The midday concert was part of the International Beatleweek Festival where musicians from around the world come to Liverpool each year to play the songs of the Beatles in many different musical styles and in different venues in the city, primarily the Cavern!
The Saturday concert was free and took place in the magnificent Central Library, minutes away from Lime Street Station. Karavai opened the session with a fifty minute magical mystery tour which took my breath away. I didn’t stay after the performance but understand that several of the international bands came to play in the Library up until six o clock.
When Karavai began to play ‘Here Comes The Sun’ the audience was sparse but as the music wove its magic the appreciative applause after each piece became more and more enthusiatic. As well as the four string players, the group has a keyboard player and percussion. Together they created a variety of moods from the familiar much loved melodies.
‘Here Comes The Sun’ brought tears to my eyes. It was gentle at first, just piano and then the whole ensemble took the simple evocative melody away and created something to uplift the heart. I think I cried because it made me remember how much I loved the Beatles as a teenager and how much joy they’d given to my youthful self. (And it is George’s song: we all had our favourite Beatle!) Even more than that, though, I had tears of joy for the fact that the musicians before us were from Perm, a city I have grown to love in a country which is becoming more and more important to me.
I’d like to mention two other arrangements which particularly set my feet tapping. Karavai’s version of ‘Eleanor Rigby’ is in the style of a traditional Irish band and “Can’t Buy Me Love’ soars away on jazz improvisation.
I bought the CD and am listening to it as I write. Who would have thought that over fifty years since I saw the Beatles in Bradford I would be sitting listening in Liverpool to a group of Russian musicians interpreting so creatively the musical heritage of a generation?

 

23rd Annual Multifaith Walk of Friendship, Bradford

On Saturday, 13 August the 23rd Annual Multi Faith Walk for Friendship took place in Bradford. The walk, organized by the Bradford Concorc Interfaith Society, started in the city centre where the Lord Mayor and Lady Mayoress saw us off. Our send off was slightly overshadowed by a classic car show taking place in Centenary Square but our group, around forty in number, set off with enthusiasm to visit and pray in four places of worship in the BD3 area.

The Hindu, Muslim, Christian and Sikh communities at these places of worship welcomed us and spoke to us about specific aspects of their faith and worship. Here are the places we visited: Shree Lakshmi Narayan Hindu Temple, Leeds Road; Masjid Abu Bakar, Steadman Terrace; St Clement’s, Barkerend Road and Gurdwara Singh Sabha, Grant Street.

Each place had its own atmosphere and the kind people who shared their faith with us were welcoming and adept at presenting the unique aspects of their worship and practice in a clear and meaningful way.

Walking between the different sacred spaces gave us opportunity to reconnect with old friends and make new ones. The walk itself was a sacred space. The weather was pleasant, our guides thoughtfully setting a reasonable pace and the Bradford streets we walked along on our pilgrimage were – hilly!

Special mention must be made of our final stop, the Gurdwara where we were invited to the traditional meal which is such a feature of the Sikh community.

This was the first time I had taken part in this event and it was a deeply spiritual and friendly occasion. At each place of worship we prayed silently for peace before we left. Thanks are due to the organisers for creating such a gentle and friendly atmosphere throughout the whole of the walk.

The photograph shows us learning a little about Islam.IMG_0567

Celebrating Eid In Lister Park, Bradford

This afternoon I decided to visit a park here in Bradford which had been a favourite playground in the fifties. Lister Park, also know as Manningham Park, is not far from the city centre and is in an area of Bradford which has been home to Asian families for generations. I realised, as I sauntered through the park, that families were enjoying an afternoon of fun and games. The brightly clothed children and adults led me to wonder if it was Eid and that local families were celebrating the end of the fast.

I sat down on a bench near Cartwright Hall Art Gallery and was immediately approached by a beautifully dressed and smiling woman who asked me haltingly if her husband could take a picture of us. I was so taken aback I said yes, of course. When I asked her why she wanted the photo she said that she respected and loved old people! I found this really touching and wished her blessings for Eid.

Many things about Lister Park remain the same but near Cartwright Hall there is now the beautiful Mughal Water Gardens. These gardens reflect the cultural mix which is so much a part of Bradford’s heritage. It really is wonderful to see this serene and exotic creation in the midst of a typically English park.   As I was strolling round, admiring the streams, fountains, plants and geometric designs, two young Asian women, also dressed for the festival, greeted me and we had a chat about the gardens, the park and what the park used to be like when I was a child. Unlike my friend earlier, they had broad Yorkshire accents, though their dress was as modest and traditional as hers.

As I left the park more families arrived and the young man in the cafe told me that, as it was Eid, they expected to be very busy later in the afternoon. I always loved Lister Park as a child and many aspects of it fuelled my vivid imagination at a time when it seemed a magical place. It made me happy seeing other children being caught up in that magic.

Reflections on Returning Home

In April I returned to live in Bradford after living in various places over the past fifty years. Since the move I’ve had a chance to reflect on how it feels to be back ‘up North’. It may be fanciful but I really feel that Bradford is happy to have me back. For my part I am discovering that this much maligned, but to me beloved, city has a lot more going for it than many people think.

First, I’m really happy to be living near my family again and getting to know them better. My sister, brother in law and myself have flats in the same sheltered housing scheme and one of my nephews and his family live nearby. My niece and her family live quite near also. The family helped prepare my flat before I arrived.

We live in an area on the western fringes of Bradford called Thornton. Probably its major claim to fame is that it is the birthplace of the Brontes. Their house is now a cafe called Emily’s! Thornton used to be a village outside Bradford and still feels like a village with old houses and steep, uneven streets. A bright sunny day shows off Thornton in all its old fashioned charm but we did have snow one morning in May! We are about six miles from the city centre and, apparently, if you travel out from the city centre in most directions fields and small villages and hamlets appear. On the eastern side this is not the case as it is there where Bradford merges into Leeds.

The bus service during the day and during the week is great but buses are less frequent in the evenings and on Sunday. I love the bus ride into Bradford and I’ve also travelled further afield, Keighley, Shipley, Halifax and even taken the train to York and Leeds. It takes about twenty minutes to get into town and I am still struck by how much the city centre has changed and how much of it is still the same.

Sometimes in the city centre I come across a building or a street which hasn’t changed at all. When this happens memories come flooding back. Not dramatic memories but many small, sometimes poignant, ones. Actually, there is one dramatic memory. Several times a week I pass a run down former cinema and concert venue where I saw the Beatles in the early sixties.

 

Why I’m Moving To Bradford

WHY I’M GOING BACK TO BRADFORD

I came to Oxford in 2004 to be part of the community and work at St. Francis House. Since the community ended in July of last year I have been thinking about my life in Oxford and wondering if it might not be time to move back to my home town. I came to Oxford to be a part of the Catholic Worker community and have had an exciting, happy and sometimes very painful time here.

I’ve made some wonderful friends and the joy of social media is that I’ll be able to keep in contact. Before giving the reasons for my move I want to honour one aspect of life here which cannot be replicated. This came directly from St Francis House and is, of course, the sandwich distribution which we started eight years ago. I’ll miss the people on the street who have been our ‘guests’. They have always been friendly and grateful for the food and friendship we have shared. I know there are homeless people in Bradford and, who knows, perhaps I’ll get involved in something there, but our friends on the streets of Oxford have been a part of my life here and will always have a place in my heart.

I’ve written before about the band of students who distribute the sandwiches I make each week. Students came on board six years ago and have come and gone but have always been consistent in their generosity. The present group are working out how to carry on with the sandwich run when I’m gone.

The reasons I’m going ‘back to my own ones’ are connected to my age, my disability and my family.

My visual impairment is getting worse and, as Oxford is becoming more and more crowded as the two universities expand, I find it difficult getting around in the narrow streets. I am in real danger of isolating and spending most of my time in my beautiful flat rather than going out. There’s quite simply more space in Bradford, although the streets are just as uneven and very hilly! I was in Bradford last week and had a great time finding out where the Quaker Meeting House is without dodging shoppers and students.

My sister said she was a bit worried about my being in Oxford far away from family and I am happy to be nearer to her and her children and grandchildren. I have a flat in the same sheltered housing scheme as my sister and her husband. It is seven miles from the city centre. Buses are frequent during the day but only one an hour after 8pm. The area is called Thornton and was once a village outside Bradford and still has old buildings and cobbled streets.

I’ll be worshipping with Quakers and hope that the Quaker community will provide openings for the kind of work I’ve been doing for the past twenty years. We’ll see; I’m not going to rush into anything. I trust that God will show me how to be of service.

Seeing With The Heart – visually impaired children in Perm

Last year in Perm I visited the Association for the Blind. This Association is nationwide in Russia and the Perm branch is very active. This year I spent several hours in a school for blind and partially sighted children. This gave me great joy as I attended such a school myself in the 50s and 60s.

The students at this school range in age from 6 to 18. The older ones take national examinations when the time comes and then move on to work or further education. It is at this point that they become involved with the Association for the Blind.

The day of our visit to the school was beautiful; warm, sunny and golden with the autumnal scenery surrounding the building. I was accompanied by Olga, a student of English at PSU and this was her first assignment as an interpreter.

The school is in the suburbs of Perm and is three storeys high. From the outside it seemed quite imposing but once inside we found it light, airy and spacious. A senior teacher welcomed us, gave us tea and told us something about the school. It is over a hundred years old and is one of three such schools in the Perm Region. There are about 150 pupils, some boarders but mainly day pupils. Blind and partially sighted children are educated together.

We visited a gym class first and later on a judo class. Pupils have won various awards for judo and other sports and it was inspiring to see how the partially sighted pupils helped the blind students to participate fully in the lessons.

We spent time looking at art works created by the students and attended an art class. The previous day the class had gone on a nature walk and the teacher was asking them to describe the sounds, smells and feel of the walk, as well as talk about the colours they had seen. They then set about creating a frieze depicting their walk. It was wonderful to see the collaboration. The blind students, assisted by a sighted one, created vivid pictures using coloured plasticine while other pupils used paint to recreate the autumnal landscape.

After lunch we went to a music lesson where a girl was learning piano. We had an interesting conversation about the challenges of reading music with impaired vision. Then we looked at the boarding accommodation and then went to the Miracle Room.

The students themselves gave this special room its name. In it small groups of children rest and relax on huge bean bags, listen to evocative music or a story. The lighting is soft and coloured and the atmosphere was wonderful. While we were there there was a group of six eight year olds, all blind. They had been told we were there and asked to meet us. They came up really close and touched us, offering their hands to be held. One little boy, Maxim, put his arms right round my neck and gave me a big hug. A perceptive little girl wanted to know why we were not speaking Russian to each other. I explained that I lived in England which is why I don’t speak Russian. I don’t think she was too impressed!

Before departing we attended an upper school assembly on the theme of road safety. The theme was presented through music and poetry and afterwards the students went away in groups to work on a quiz on the theme of road safety.

This visit was the highlight of my time in Perm. Olga too found it both moving and inspiring